We walked around the park a little, hung out in my room, went to Chipotle, went to the Dollar Store, and laid on this hammock outside by this little “beach” thats outside of the on-campus dorms, and we just talked, laughed, and looked up at the night sky. It was such a peaceful day. Its days like this that make me realize how much I do love him. He has his flaws, his parents piss me the fuck off, and we fight, but at the end of the day, he makes me feel like I’m important and that I’m not alone in this world. I’ve been texting one of his close friends for the past few hours, listening to him tell me about how much He really does love me. - sigh - this is going to make choosing a graduate school so much harder if I get accepted into schools other than USF. I have to start applying this winter break, so its kind of starting to freak me out. I basically told his friend that if He gets depressed or breaks up with me because he cant handle a long distance relationship, then I will give up my dream of going to another school like UCLA and I will stay here. I will not choose graduate school over him. Many people may think thats a stupid decision, but I really do believe that relationships are more important than school. - sigh - if I have to, I will sacrifice my dreams for Him.