If I stay here for grad school. Before, I didn’t mind as much because I thought I’d have someone, but now that I’m alone, I cannot stay here. I need to go someplace else and start over new.
I look at people I graduated from high school with and they’re doing so much better than me, it’s not even funny. Going to places like Duke, Vanderbilt, NYU, etc. I know that I’m lazy but am I really this dumb?
If only I was smart. If only I was attractive. If only I wasn’t boring. If only someone actually loved me.