February 2011
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NEARLY A THOUSAND WORDS. GOD DAMN, MY THOUGHTS...
Now that I’ve decided that I’m attending USF and living on campus, I cannot help but feel absolutely excited. I’m pretty excited to see who I’ll meet in college. Before, I didn’t care too much about meeting new people, but now, my mind has changed and I’m looking forward to it. But, this does bring up two main issues that I’m not quite sure about what’s going to happen.
First off, my high school...
January 2011
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FORTUNE COOKIE ON FACEBOOK.
“Someone you care about seeks reconciliation.”
It would help if he/she told me straight up so that we could work things out. Just saying. Seriously, just tell me…you have nothing to worry about.
MY BODY HATES PIERCINGS.
I’m done with piercings. I love the way they look but my body ends up rejecting them. My nose piercing last year had problems…first, it sunk in and skin grew over it, so the piercer had to break the skin and get it out. Then, my pillow ripped it out while I was sleeping. I really loved how the monroe looked on me, but it kept sinking in and coming out. I got the longest bar possible...
“It’s like a maze…you think you found the right way, but then you hit...”
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MAYBE I'M JUST BEING NEGATIVE. MAYBE.
My love horoscope according to Facebook: “What is happening right now is very close to this happy that you have been looking for, so lay the groundwork well and you will reap the rewards. It is also a time to go with the flow when it comes to your romance. That means take things slow, nothing intense or rushed, this one isn’t going anywhere any time soon.”
We’ve been...
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SO MANY THINGS TO SAY...
But I dont know where to begin. Shit, I dont even know where to begin with coming up with what I want to say. But I feel like I have so much to tell you. I feel like I have so many things I want to talk about with you…and its true, we both have so much to tell each other, even though we dont act like it. Both of us have kept our thoughts and emotions inside for so long, its like neither of...
ONE YEAR AGO.
was when it all happened, and I remember everything like it was just yesterday. But I’m glad to say that over the past few months, my mood has been improving a little as each day goes by. I am finally not feeling so angry or depressed like I used to. Today I got asked a question about something, and instead of my response being “yes” like it would have been a few months ago, my...
WHAT ARE WE WAITING FOR?
We’re anxious just to take a glance
This could be our last chance
What are we waiting for?
There’s knocking at our door
Slowly but surely, I’m turning this around
Anonymous asked: Honestly, you are in this prediciment because you never realized what you had when you had it. You had people there for you and you just shoved them aside, making them feel like shit. They decided to leave your side not because they never cared about you, but because they were tired of you making them feel bad. Tired of you dragging them down. They couldn't do it anymore. It hurt to know that...
Anonymous asked: Sorry, I don't know you very well, but sounds like you have a pretty fucked up mind....
GOODBYE 2010, HELLO 2011.
From the very beginning, you were such a painful year to go through. Throughout the entire year, my mind had obsessive thoughts about three main things. All three things completely consumed me, from the moment I woke up until the minute I fell asleep every single day. I suffered from so many sleepless nights and mental breakdowns.
The first thing that I was obsessed with…do I regret what I did?...