December 2011
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New Years Eve on a Saturday...? Perfect.
Why cant I remember the brand of that vanilla rum -____- shitttt.
Had a good day today...hopefully tomorrow is the...
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WHY DID I JUST READ THAT...WHYYY
Reading that makes me cry my eyes out. Holy fuck I think that just completely broke my heart. It breaks my heart, and it fucking rips me apart to read that. I don’t know why, but it hurts me so bad to read that, even though I have nothing to do with it.
I feel so fucking heartbroken from reading that, holy fuck.
A NEW YEARS RESOLUTION FOR 2012...?
No, not really. I gave up on that a few years ago, because nothing really changes. Well, I have two small goals, but I wouldnt really call them resolutions:
- dont gain anymore weight…dont wanna die of heart disease or anything
- get a 3.9 GPA at the end of the year, because I’ll officially be a junior after this semester
Other than that, theres nothing else, really. I havent really...
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I THINK I MADE THE RIGHT DECISION.
So far, it seems like choosing to go to USF was a smart move. Originally, I couldnt decide between UF, FSU, USF, or University of Chicago. But now, I’m happy that I decided to stay close to home. But for grad school, I’m considering transferring to UF or giving University of Chicago a try…USF may be #1 in the state for the medical field, but UF is more well-known, and if I ever...
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Anonymous asked: how big are they? xP
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Victoria's Secret needs to make their bras more...
On the other hand, I managed to get 7 pairs of underwear for only $25…whyyyy dont I have an ass, why must that part of my body be so Asian -____- :(((((((
MY HEART SERIOUSLY HAS PROBLEMS...BUT WHAT THE...
Today I woke up because out of NOWHERE, my eyes opened and started twitching, my eyelids were fluttering, my heart was pounding (I’ve had this problem for a few months now), I could hear the pounding in my ears, and I couldnt move to snap out of it. Scared the fuck out of me because I thought that I was having a seizure or a heart attack. I dont know whats wrong because the x rays and the...
“I think that if I ever have kids, and they are upset, I’m not going to...”
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MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Got Deathly Hallows Part 2 on DVD, Britney Spears “Fantasy” perfume and lotion, Victoria’s Secret stuff, and some other good presents. I really wish I could have gotten my car…I’m hoping that I’ll get it by my birthday, or sooner than that if possible. Yesterday, I told my dad that I’m a freaking sophomore in college without a car, and that I’m going...
2011 is almost over...the year I waited for my...
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YAY FOR WEIGHT LOSS!
For the past week and a half, I’ve been working on eating healthier and most of all, eating less. Its working out pretty well, seeing as I’ve lost 6 lbs so far XD in the past, I’ve gone through several phrases where I obsess over eating no more than 500 calories a day, but this time, I’m going to actually eat a healthy amount of food…not too much, not too little. I...
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“Life is suffering…it is hard. The world is cursed. But still you find...”
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I'm back to my old habit of crying myself to sleep...
Every night, I actually act positive and tell myself that I’m going to get a good night’s sleep, and that I’m not going to cry my eyes out. But what ends up happening? The complete opposite. It’d be nice to be completely alone for a little while, so that I could really bawl my eyes out without being nervous that someone is listening.
I could have used that for the past...
WELL THEN, MY CAREER GOAL IS RUINED.
Before, I wanted to be a psychiatric/mental health nurse practitioner and work with drug addicts, but I’ve been thinking about it lately, and its a poor career match for me. Because if you think about it…I’m the worst person for the job. I really am. I’m such a hypocrite…I love not being sober. And I dont think its wrong to try a few new things here and there,...
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I WOULD BE SAILOR MERCURY.
Sailor Moon. [x] You cry constantly.
[] You don’t get very good grades in school. [] You’re very wimpy, but you’re brave when you need to be.
[] You wear your hair in pigtails a lot. [] You have a black cat. [] You’ve been dating your boyfriend/girlfriend for a long time. [x] You can be very immature.
[x] You LOVE to eat. [] You’re constantly drooling over attractive people, whether you’re...
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I cant imagine myself living like this two years...
Hold on…dont give up…not yet…(or ever…?)
Hold on…dont give up…not yet…(or ever…?)
Hold on…dont give up…not yet…(or ever…?)
Hold on…dont give up…not yet…(or ever…?)
Hold on…dont give up…not yet…(or ever…?)
I’m starting to not care about getting better… I’d...
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Reblog if you don't feel attractive enough for...
For me, its both.
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THE IDEA SHOULDNT HAVE EVEN BEEN PUT INTO MY...
But I’ll be honest, I’ve been thinking about it for the past few days. But fuck, I fucking promised myself that I would NEVER EVER…EVER do that shit, EVER again…that I would never allow myself to get close to anyone ever again. I made that promise about half a year ago, and so far, I’ve done a pretty good job with isolating myself from just about...