I can’t believe I was so stupid and naive…seriously, what the fuck? I seriously thought that, just because our parents are still married? Someone should just punch me in the face for being so naive.

I’m so mad thinking about it. I’m so mad that people have this stupid belief that you’ll be happy as long as you have someone. I’m so mad that I can’t remember if I’ve ever been happy. And it really pisses me the fuck off that I have to wake up in like 6 hours for a mid term, go to mandatory discussion for fucking humanities class after, and then do a 7 hour shift at work with no time to shower before. No actually, I’m pissed as fucking fuck that my chemistry exam is next week, and that I have to write some 5 page essay for humanities. And I’m mad that I’m hanging out with this kid this weekend when I don’t even really want to…everyone knows what I want, but you know what, not gonna fucking happen for me, even though other people can be lucky and happy and get what they want.

…..I’m just in a bad mood because I can’t fall asleep :/