Failing that anatomy midterm seriously makes me feel like my life is over.

Unless theres a huge curve (which I really really hope there is one), my overall grade will probably end up being a C since the TA will continue to be unpredictable with the final exam, and I get kicked out of the program for even having a B-.

^ if that happens…then I wasted a lot of time and money. But even worse, I wont know what else to do. God, I really dont want to switch schools (not until grad school at least), and even then, I highly doubt that any university will accept a nursing student with a C in anatomy. Or even worse, I wont know what to major in, seeing as I’m too stupid for Biomedical Science or Pharmacy. Public Health and Behavioral Healthcare sound interesting to me, but the job demand and salary isnt as good as nursing…so I dont know what I’ll do. 

I’m seriously really fucking stressed out. I dont know what the fuck I’ll do if I get a C in this class, or any class, really. Everything will just become a waste…the time, money, 3.8 GPA, everything.

I’ve been completely devastated the entire day, and its probably not going to go away (unless my professor announces that there will be a huge curve, and I end up with at least a 75 on the lab final). This is seriously as devastating as when my ex tried to be friends with me again, but then changed his mind.

I cant even begin to explain to anyone how worried I am. And how badly I fucked up.

I could just die right now.